This is the moment

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This is it, people.



MY LAST DAY HERE.



My flight's tonight, at 9 pm, if I'm not mistaken... Wish me luck!



I'm sooooooo going to miss all of you.



Thanks for the memories, everyone.
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Nostalgia

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Only two days left, now.


I just started packing properly about 2 hours ago. Which means I removed everything that I had half-heartedly chucked in within the past month or so and arranged it nicely. Well, as nicely arranged as it can get, anyway. Conclusion? I don't think I have enough space. Mum was right.



Shoot.





*sigh*





Why does she ALWAYS have to be right about these things??


Oh well. I'll attempt to rearrange everything and pack it all in ..... SOMEHOW. But.. curious, really. I started feeling a bit nostalgic while I was packing, for some reason. My parents got this huge luggage bag for me two months ago, you see, and it's been in my room since. So I guess I got so used to seeing it that it didn't seem very huge anymore.


That's pretty normal, right? But then I took out the cabin-sized luggage bag that I normally use for travelling. And you know what? It looked like a little toy bag. As if ... it belonged to some little kid. As if it wasn't mine. I mean, I knew it was mine. But then ... somehow I just felt as if I was looking through someone else's eyes, watching my younger self lugging that very same bag around, laughing at my younger self struggling to hold the bag because it seemed so big.




That was then.




I continued packing up my clothes and things. And then I saw flashbacks of the memories that came with some of my shirts.. It was like everything was moving in slow motion, like it wasn't .............. real.



Oh well.



Anyway, I'm absolutely in love with Clay Aiken's songs, especially The Way !! It's absolutely BRILLIANT. I've listened to it more than a hundred times already, no kidding ! *grin* I sooooo want the album. Shall persuade my mum to get it for me..... if she's in a good mood. Which is highly unlikely, since I said that I could pack without help and it turns out that I DO need help.


AND I love Final Fantasy !! I know, I know, a bit late, isn't it? But I thought it was just some stupid playstation game.. Who knew it was so interesting? Not the game, I mean, I just like watching the cutscenes!! It took me HOURS to find them, and now I shall watch them one by one (on youtube). I think that will keep me occupied for quite a while, there are more than a hundred cutscenes !! =) They are sooooooooo nice, I tell you!! Tidus and Yuna.. *melt*


So, yeah. Back to packing.



*groan*



Toodles !
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3 days left !

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, EVERYONE !!

May the new year bring good results to SPM students (especially me !! *prays hard*) and the best of luck to all my dear friends in starting a new phase of their lives ... COLLEGE.


Love ya, peeps. =)

4 days to go

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I no longer have need of two hands to count down the number of days left.




I CAN COUNT THEM ON ONE HAND.




And I am proud to say .................................

THAT THE FACT THAT I'M LEAVING TO AUSTRALIA IN FOUR DAYS STILL HAS NOT SUNK IN YET.

Somehow I doubt I'll feel it until I'm actually ON the plane. Or maybe not even then. Maybe when college starts. Maybe ... heck, maybe I'll go there still thinking that I'm on a holiday.


I wonder how things will be like? I wonder if I still know how to write !! I haven't touched a pen since .... well, a long time. Although, my typing skills have improved considerably. *sarcastic voice* I wonder why. *rolls eyes*


All I've been doing is computer, sleep, eat, computer, more computer, eat, sleep, and more sleep. So much for keeping fit. And so much for getting ready to LEAVE THE COUNTRY.


It still feels so UNREAL. I'm not sad, not happy, not feeling anything at all. Because I can't believe it. Not the "oh, I'm so happy I can't believe it" kind of I can't believe it. It's the "I can't believe it because.. well, I just can't believe it, it's unreal and I'll wake up to find it was all just a dream" type of I can't believe it.


Confusing, isn't it? Welcome to my world, darlings.


Off I go to bed.



Signing off,



Confused and Sleepy (not really, but I can't think of anything else)
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Oh no, oh no ..

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Nine more days, people, NINE MORE DAYS.


I can count the number of days left with my FINGERS. I don't even need my TOES. And you know what? Reality STILL hasn't sunk in yet, and I still CAN'T BELIEVE IT. I'm leaving, people, I'm LEAVING. Nooooooooo .....


Somehow I don't think it will sink in until I'm there in Australia... that I've left Malaysia for good.. Okay, maybe not for good, but well, you guys get my point.

NINE MORE DAYS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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=)

Today was fun !! Tiring, but fun. Well, technically it was yesterday. It's 12.33 am as I'm typing this. You know what, I feel sleepy. Gahh ... How can I feel sleepy??


Anyway, the Chinese New Year on Ice performance wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Well, I screwed up the first time, at least I got my steps right the next three times. XD For those who didn't know, there was a Kung Fu on Ice performance (in Sunway Pyramid, of course) yesterday and the day before (26th and 27th of January 2008) at 12.15 p.m. and 2.15 p.m. on both days. Oh, and if anyone is interested, they're holding the performance again on the 16th and 17th of February 2008. I won't be joining that show, because I'll be in Australia by then. *sniff*


So yesterday was like, my last performance ... EVER. I think. I mean seriously, get real, how am I supposed to skate after coming back from Australia? I mean, I'll have lost the touch and everything. *sigh* I always knew it had to end SOMEDAY. But the fact tat the "someday" is already here .. It's a little hard to comprehend, somehow.


Well anyway, at least I got to perform one last time. All thanks to Harry (Head Coach of the Sunway Pyramid Ice Skating Academy) !! Oh, and thanks to Dian, Alia and especially Kimberly for helping me out with all the steps.


So for the first show, which was at 12.15 on Saturday, I kind of completely screwed up. I just totally blanked out. Well, not totally. Just some parts. So I skipped some steps. Because I forgot them. Gahh. It was EMBARRASSING. At least the secod, third and fourth times I remembered. And I didn't fall down at all. =)


Okay, for some reason I'm really, really sleepy. So I shall make this quick. I went for this makeover thing yesterday. It was pretty fun. They put make up on me, did my hair and then made me choose a dress and then take pictures. The photographer was funny. He was asking me to do weird poses. I could've sworn he was trying to make fun of me .... but maybe he was just doing his job. =P



But he DID make me do some of the typical la-la poses. And I told him it was very seafood-ish. And he said .. "No lah, very cuuuuute!" =.=""



I wonder how it'll look once they edit the pictures. The ones below haven't been edited yet, apparently they'll only be ready in March or something like that. Hmmm.


Amuse yourselves over some of the pictures. I'm sure you guys are all going to have a good laugh. At my expense. *wince*

("LA-LA" PICTURES HAVE BEEN REMOVED AT THE INSISTENCE OF MY DEAR FRIENDS)

I know right ??

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SHUDDUP.

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Stop laughing.

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At least pretend that you're not laughing at me.

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