Sunday, 10 February 2008

This is the moment

This is it, people.


My flight's tonight, at 9 pm, if I'm not mistaken... Wish me luck!

I'm sooooooo going to miss all of you.

Thanks for the memories, everyone.

Friday, 8 February 2008


Only two days left, now.

I just started packing properly about 2 hours ago. Which means I removed everything that I had half-heartedly chucked in within the past month or so and arranged it nicely. Well, as nicely arranged as it can get, anyway. Conclusion? I don't think I have enough space. Mum was right.



Why does she ALWAYS have to be right about these things??

Oh well. I'll attempt to rearrange everything and pack it all in ..... SOMEHOW. But.. curious, really. I started feeling a bit nostalgic while I was packing, for some reason. My parents got this huge luggage bag for me two months ago, you see, and it's been in my room since. So I guess I got so used to seeing it that it didn't seem very huge anymore.

That's pretty normal, right? But then I took out the cabin-sized luggage bag that I normally use for travelling. And you know what? It looked like a little toy bag. As if ... it belonged to some little kid. As if it wasn't mine. I mean, I knew it was mine. But then ... somehow I just felt as if I was looking through someone else's eyes, watching my younger self lugging that very same bag around, laughing at my younger self struggling to hold the bag because it seemed so big.

That was then.

I continued packing up my clothes and things. And then I saw flashbacks of the memories that came with some of my shirts.. It was like everything was moving in slow motion, like it wasn't .............. real.

Oh well.

Anyway, I'm absolutely in love with Clay Aiken's songs, especially The Way !! It's absolutely BRILLIANT. I've listened to it more than a hundred times already, no kidding ! *grin* I sooooo want the album. Shall persuade my mum to get it for me..... if she's in a good mood. Which is highly unlikely, since I said that I could pack without help and it turns out that I DO need help.

AND I love Final Fantasy !! I know, I know, a bit late, isn't it? But I thought it was just some stupid playstation game.. Who knew it was so interesting? Not the game, I mean, I just like watching the cutscenes!! It took me HOURS to find them, and now I shall watch them one by one (on youtube). I think that will keep me occupied for quite a while, there are more than a hundred cutscenes !! =) They are sooooooooo nice, I tell you!! Tidus and Yuna.. *melt*

So, yeah. Back to packing.


Toodles !

Thursday, 7 February 2008

3 days left !


May the new year bring good results to SPM students (especially me !! *prays hard*) and the best of luck to all my dear friends in starting a new phase of their lives ... COLLEGE.

Love ya, peeps. =)

Wednesday, 6 February 2008

4 days to go

I no longer have need of two hands to count down the number of days left.


And I am proud to say .................................


Somehow I doubt I'll feel it until I'm actually ON the plane. Or maybe not even then. Maybe when college starts. Maybe ... heck, maybe I'll go there still thinking that I'm on a holiday.

I wonder how things will be like? I wonder if I still know how to write !! I haven't touched a pen since .... well, a long time. Although, my typing skills have improved considerably. *sarcastic voice* I wonder why. *rolls eyes*

All I've been doing is computer, sleep, eat, computer, more computer, eat, sleep, and more sleep. So much for keeping fit. And so much for getting ready to LEAVE THE COUNTRY.

It still feels so UNREAL. I'm not sad, not happy, not feeling anything at all. Because I can't believe it. Not the "oh, I'm so happy I can't believe it" kind of I can't believe it. It's the "I can't believe it because.. well, I just can't believe it, it's unreal and I'll wake up to find it was all just a dream" type of I can't believe it.

Confusing, isn't it? Welcome to my world, darlings.

Off I go to bed.

Signing off,

Confused and Sleepy (not really, but I can't think of anything else)

Saturday, 2 February 2008

Oh no, oh no ..

Nine more days, people, NINE MORE DAYS.

I can count the number of days left with my FINGERS. I don't even need my TOES. And you know what? Reality STILL hasn't sunk in yet, and I still CAN'T BELIEVE IT. I'm leaving, people, I'm LEAVING. Nooooooooo .....

Somehow I don't think it will sink in until I'm there in Australia... that I've left Malaysia for good.. Okay, maybe not for good, but well, you guys get my point.

NINE MORE DAYS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!