Retribution.

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For some reason, I'm just.. not in a good mood now. I was in a perfectly good mood like, I don't know, till about 10 minutes ago! Weird.


I just found out today that the Psychology essay (sunset and illusion) is due during our tutorials next week. Which, lucky me, is on Monday. You can totally tell that I didn't mean the "lucky" part, right?


AND I had a bad dream two nights ago, I think. I still remember it.. *shudders*


Yeahhh, I'm not about to go into the details, it's not very.. pleasant. I woke up, and literally cringed when I saw that it was only 3 am.. because it meant that it wasn't time to wake up yet. And I haven't been able to forget the stupid dream GRRR. Doesn't help that I think of it before I sleep now. It took me about 2 hours to fall asleep yesterday partly because of that. Sighhhh.


Anyway, I just came back from Flare.. 2 practice sessions in a row. I was casted into Aileen's Jazz piece and Ballet Contemporary piece. Which is totally cool!


'cept I learn steps REALLY REALLY REALLY slowly. Which is kind of a problem. Because they go through the steps.. well, I wouldn't say fast, I just can't remember them. =(


And for the Ballet Contemporary piece.. I felt soooo.. useless and inadequate. Haha. Because they were doing pointe work (which is basically going on your toes in the ballet pointe shoes). And I've obviously never done pointe work before because I didn't take ballet up to that high level, so yeah. Sigh.


Aaaarrrggghhhh, this few weeks have NOT been good. =(=(=(

Everything seems less inviting now that you're gone.