Tonight.

... because tonight will be the night.

I feel FAT.

I don't know why.

Grrrrrrrrrr.

I need to start exercising. I'm getting into the bad, bad, bad habit of not exercising. And that's very bad. Gahhhh.


Whatever happened to all those resolutions?? Oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooo.


But seriously, I feel so unhealthy. Like, not that I KNOW that not exercising unhealthy. I actually FEEL unhealthy. Like it's harder to breathe than usual. I don't know if that makes sense or not, but I DON'T LIKE IT. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'm getting old.


Anyway, something from an email..

The reality of the situation is that what a person REALLY wants is a man/woman who makes him/her feel more of the ATTRACTION, and LESS of the worry and confusion that most of us don't often like, or know how to deal with, that comes from spending time and energy trying to analyse, worry about, and "fix" things.
-Carter, C.-

I think it makes sense. Heeee.


It's 9.34 pm.

I feel sleepy.

When a heart breaks, it doesn't break evenly.