Tomorrow.

... because it's a brand new day, with new hopes, and new prospects.


I'm emo-ing now. And not in a good way.


Why do I always find things out the roundabout way?
It hurts, you know. Or don't you know?

Maybe I'm just misinterpreting it.


But the thing is: I DON'T KNOW.


I made a decision. It took me almost the whole year. But I finally made it. And now I find that maybe, just maybe, I shouldn't have made that decision.
Because it HURTS when I don't know what's going on, and there's nothing I can do about it.

Maybe it was the wrong thing to do.
Maybe I should never have counted on you.

The thing is........ I can't help it.
The truth is, even though I didn't realise it, I've been holding out for you all this while.

I just didn't want to admit it to myself.
So many things I could have done, but didn't do.. all because of you.

And now.. it's time to get over it. Again.
Funnily enough, there were so many things I couldn't do, but I did.. again, all because of you.

I shouldn't be doing this.


I should be studying.

GO AWAY. STOP HIGHLIGHTING MY POST.

Shereen, I only got your letter 3 days ago.. Don't know why it came so late.. I was really happy when I got it, though! =)

I wanted you the first time, I loved you from the second.