What if? Confusion. Torment. Reflection.

You know you have to make a decision sooner or later.

You can't keep waiting your whole life.

But what if ... what if.

What if you KNOW that there's something better out there.

But you're not sure if you can get it. Maybe in the near future. Maybe wait just a few more years.

And what if there's something NOW. Something you can get that's perfectly good in every way, but not the something you wanted.

What do you do?

Do you let it slip by, waiting, hoping for the something you wanted?

Or do you take the chance, take a leap of faith, and go with the something that's perfectly good, but not the one you wanted? And forever wonder what could have, what would have happened, if you had just waited that few years.

What if you decide to wait? And you end up without BOTH the something you wanted AND without the something that was perfectly good but didn't want.

What if ...

What if ...

What if there was something better?

What if you let something perfectly good slip away?

What if you regret not waiting?

What if you waited for nothing?

I dreamt of you. But I guess that's as far as the reality of it goes. Because I don't think you remember me.