Flashbacks.

.. to way back when.

Running away is always the easier thing to do.

Fireflies.

.

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'cause everything is never as it seems

'cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'cause I fee like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.

-Fireflies, by Owl City-

When I fall asleep..

You're Amazing.

... just the way you are.

I swear, after exams are over I absolutely REFUSE to wake up.

Well, fine. I'm going to have to at some point. But I'm going to sleep for two-days-straight first.

Okay fine, maybe not two days straight.



One day.

I'm reaaaaaally looking forward to the holidays. 8 more hours. Just 8 more hours of staying up studying. Or attempting to anyway.

Just 8 more hours...

This isn't what it's supposed to be like..

Slack.

.

This post is

See?

Told ya.

Your arms are my castle, and your heart is my sky.

I can't let you go, and I want you in my life.

Procrastination

... the counterproductive deferment of actions or tasks to a later time.


So I realised that my last few sporadic blog posts have all been about procrastinating, and I was thinking, geez, do I really have nothing else to say?

But then I realised.. procrastinating is pretty much ALL I've been doing. Like exactly what I'm doing now. Procrastinating.




And this is usually my last resort when I procrastinate. Blogging, I mean. 'cause I'm too lazy to. AndI tell myself I'll update the blog tomorrow.. which is more procrastination. I should totally count the number of times I use the word procrastination in my blog.

So the things I usually do when I procrastinate:

1. Keep reloading Hotmail, in hopes that within that 3 seconds I'll get another email which I can spend about 30 seconds perusing. Repeat till bored, about 5 minutes later.

2. Keep refreshing Facebook. Usually provides slightly more entertainment, when you have >1000 friends all over the place, status'/profile pages usually get updated every few minutes. Repeat till bored, about 10-20 minutes later.

3. Keep sporadically refreshing Jasryn's blog, in hopes that she'll have updated it. Usually refresh 6 times an hour. At least. On a sidenote, she's prettyyyyy.




4. Look for random stuff to do on online websites, such as uploading pictures into templates. 15 minutes tops before I get bored.




5. Get distracted by things people post on their blogs, or Facebook pages. Proceed to Google, spend 10 minutes on it and probably get distracted by something else. Sidenote again, this is what I just google-d...



Ivanka Trump is ridiculously hot, but she's got such a sweet look too! Damn, and she's a businesswoman + model. I suppose it helps to have a father who's got a lot of money. But still.



6. Once done with above 5 steps, start at Step 1 again.. and repeat as necessary.

And the result?

Gg.

Digging my own grave. Gah.

To be honest,

... I'm afraid of what comes next.

I should really stop wasting time.

Life's brief candle..