c'est la vie

Veritas.

2011-11-04T21:02:00.004+11:00

.Hmm, wonder why this sounds familiar..Haha, guilty.You give and you give and you give, but..It's never enough.

Arcana Imperii.

2011-10-12T22:46:00.002+11:00

... never underestimate the unseen.I turn and you fade away because you're not here.

Tout Seul.

2011-10-08T20:11:00.003+11:00

... tu t'en iras tout seul.You can pretend not to notice. Then I can pretend to not notice you pretending to not notice. And we'll all get along and be happy. Like we always do.Poursuis ta quête, sans regarder derrière.

Numquam vadas solus.

2011-10-05T22:08:00.009+11:00

... may you never walk alone.Outward Bound Camp at Snowy River National Park.28th September - 2nd October 2011.I don't even know where to start. How do I even begin to describe it? Perhaps I should start at the beginning...I received this email at the beginning of September from one of the Melbourne University Duke of Edinburgh's Award coordinators:An opportunity exists for YOU to attend an

You Are the Only Exception.

2011-08-31T00:05:00.002+10:00

. - 2500 words literature review due Sept 5th.* - Oaktree grassroots campaign national launch event Sept 13th.** - 3000 words literature review due Sept 16th.* *have yet to start on .. anything. **planning and organising and everything up till the 13th. Conclusion: Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit. Love never dies.

Truth Be Told..

2011-07-04T16:06:00.002+10:00

... I miss you.And truth be told, I'm lying.So I just got back from a weekend at Point Lonsdale, where the Oaktree National Campaigns team had our retreat. Which was basically a whole big session of deciding what was going to happen in the next 18 months and planning for it.Sometimes I felt a little insignificant. It was hard to catch up with all the abstract concepts and the fact that all of

Insomnia.

2011-02-12T06:14:00.002+11:00

.So it's 6.10 AM now. And I still haven't gone to sleep. I tried, I swear! I've been trying to fall asleep since 1.30 AM. I played soothing music, I tried to make myself sleepy by playing Solitare over and over and over again.. I even tried listening to my mum's dhamma talks that usually get me sleeping within 5 minutes, tops.Evidently they didn't work.Sigh.It probably didn't help that I slept at

I See the Light.

2011-02-11T01:40:00.002+11:00

.I See the Light - Tangled All those days watching from the windowsAll those years outside looking inAll that time never even knowingJust how blind I've beenNow I'm here, blinking in the starlightNow I'm here, suddenly I seeStanding here, it's all so clearI'm where I'm meant to beAnd at last I see the lightAnd it's like the fog has liftedAnd at last I see the lightAnd it's like the sky is newAnd

Coincidence.

2011-02-08T20:14:00.004+11:00

.Strange, but I actually prefer some of Sam Tsui's covers as compared to the original versions.And just for fun:You're an inspiration, you know.

Flashbacks.

2011-01-31T06:29:00.001+11:00

.. to way back when.Running away is always the easier thing to do.

Fireflies.

2010-11-22T03:56:00.002+11:00

.You would not believe your eyesIf ten million firefliesLit up the world as I fell asleep'cause they'd fill the open airAnd leave teardrops everywhereYou'd think me rudeBut I would just stand and stareI'd like to make myself believeThat planet Earth turns slowlyIt's hard to say that I'd rather stayAwake when I'm asleep'cause everything is never as it seems'cause I'd get a thousand hugsFrom ten

You're Amazing.

2010-11-16T08:33:00.003+11:00

... just the way you are.I swear, after exams are over I absolutely REFUSE to wake up.Well, fine. I'm going to have to at some point. But I'm going to sleep for two-days-straight first.Okay fine, maybe not two days straight.One day.I'm reaaaaaally looking forward to the holidays. 8 more hours. Just 8 more hours of staying up studying. Or attempting to anyway.Just 8 more hours...This isn't what

Slack.

2010-11-05T21:45:00.004+11:00

.This post isSee?Told ya.Your arms are my castle, and your heart is my sky.I can't let you go, and I want you in my life.

Procrastination

2010-10-29T23:24:00.005+11:00

... the counterproductive deferment of actions or tasks to a later time.So I realised that my last few sporadic blog posts have all been about procrastinating, and I was thinking, geez, do I really have nothing else to say?But then I realised.. procrastinating is pretty much ALL I've been doing. Like exactly what I'm doing now. Procrastinating.And this is usually my last resort when I

To be honest,

2010-10-27T05:06:00.002+11:00

... I'm afraid of what comes next.I should really stop wasting time.Life's brief candle..

Deal With It..

2010-10-11T00:31:00.003+11:00

... especially if it's your own fault that you're in this situation in the first place.If only I were on a deserted island, with a supermarket for food on the opposite shore (which is conveniently rocky - no sand for them). And I'd trade them sand for food (because my side of the beach is conveniently nice and sandy), because they're tired of sleeping on hard rocks.Mmmmm.. if only.Why

Lucky.

2010-08-30T15:30:00.004+10:00

... in so many ways.I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend,Lucky to have been where I have been,Lucky to be coming home again.Lucky we're in love in every way,Lucky to stay where we have stayed,Lucky to be coming home someday.September 15th. Looking forward to it. Hopefully it doesn't go wrong heh. Then I'll finally be free of a useless right hand and shoulder pains for GOOD. Empty words,

It's Time to Try..

2010-08-19T21:39:00.005+10:00

... defying gravity.I know I'm not a kid anymore.. I know they're idealistic, romantic and unrealistic - but I still love fairy tales. They make me happy. =)I've been wasting a lot of time doing non-productive things. =( Reaaaaally need to get started on my work, since every week for the rest of the semester I've got something due. Ahhhhhhh. And other some stuff too.. Surgery on the 15th of

Who Can Say,

2010-08-13T13:28:00.002+10:00

... if I've been changed for the better.I'm feeling kind of floaty again. Whimsical, maybe.On a slightly unrelated note, Wicked (the musical) songs make me happy.Because I knew you, I have been changed..... for good.

As Long As You're Mine.

2010-08-04T15:24:00.003+10:00

... I'll make every last moment last.So uni this semester seems to be more hardcore than last semester.. and I guess 3rd year will be worse. SIGH. Ah well, only a year and a half to go till I get my degree! Assuming that I don't fail anything in the next year and a half that is. =xSo. During the July holidays, I went back home for like, 10 days. 9 actually I think. Whatevs. It was to surprise my

People Change..

2010-07-25T13:25:00.003+10:00

... at least, some of them do.Huh.My blog is so dead hehe. So I've been in Malaysia for a week or so, reaaaaaly short trip to give my dad an early surprise for his birthday. And it worked out pretty well, I must say, because I called him from Australia the night before, and then the next day I'm standing in front of him in Malaysia. Heee.So I haven't been doing much apart from meeting up with

Procrastination..

2010-06-09T20:47:00.003+10:00

... a noble art.I'll study tomorrow... PROMISE!I love PhotoFunia!! =)And last but not least,Sorry Shen dear, I just couldn't resist. =DSmile. =)

Countdown...

2010-06-09T01:00:00.001+10:00

... to freedom!(for like a month and a half, then it's back to slaving away but what the hell, a break is better than no break!)Countdown to freedom: exactly 2 days, 15 hours and 15 minutes.What if...

You Belong With Me.

2010-06-02T00:01:00.000+10:00

(no elaboration required).Happy 1st anniversary=)We are all a little weird, and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

Have You Ever..

2010-05-28T01:01:00.003+10:00

... appreciated the beauty of autumn leaves?If only I could turn back time..

Have you ever..

2010-05-26T23:48:00.002+10:00

... felt like you're on the top of the world?It's the only explanation I can find.

Have You Ever...

2010-05-24T03:02:00.003+10:00

... been inspired?... because you never know when someone, somewhere out there, will be inspired by you.One day, you will see.

Have You Ever..

2010-05-22T18:33:00.002+10:00

... felt like you were just a prop?Because I have.There are only two times I want to be with you: now and forever.

Have You Ever..

2010-05-19T00:18:00.002+10:00

... lost something because you were too afraid to go get it?It's time for us to make a move, because we're asking one another to change.

Try.

2010-05-16T23:50:00.003+10:00

... because it's time for us to face the truth.If I say you're the one, would you believe me?Such a nice song. =) Try, by Asher Book!Aileen (one of the choreographers for Flare) is using this song for her lyrical jazz piece, it's so awesome! I hope I get in=D But she's only want 6 pairs for the final production, and everyone else is so good. =(Oh well.Yeah I give up on blogging. >

Aim,

2010-04-09T23:35:00.005+10:00

... because it only matters if you hit dead centre.Life's like a game;You're dealt a hand that you can't choose,So just let the dice roll,AND PLAY THE GAME.And when it's over, you realise that it wasn't worth all that time and effort.So don't waste your time.

Laugh,

2010-03-20T19:14:00.002+11:00

... because some things are just too, er, *cough*splutter*choke* not funny.-Source-Oh yeah, our SPM system rocks. We have 4 different types of "Credit", including a SUPER credit. Oh and we have SUPER distinctions too! What next? Ultra?Taking a few steps backwards, much?

I wonder,

2010-03-20T18:39:00.002+11:00

... what would have happened if you had the courage.Am I wrong to wonder?But some things are never so simple.And all our yesterdays have lighted fools... out, out brief candle!And the party don't start till I walk in.

Why Can't You See,

2010-03-16T00:03:00.003+11:00

... you belong with me.Have you ever..Walked away feeling like you're all alone?Felt like you couldn't connect with everyone else?Because I have.Baby don't worry, you are my only, you won't be lonely even if the sky is falling down.So leave it behind, 'cause we have another night to get away.

Tick Tock,

2010-03-13T13:29:00.003+11:00

... I'm a clock.A totally random thought:The world ain't gonna stop for you. So hitch up your skirts and walk through that mud before it's too late.I can only begin to imagine how you felt when you found out. I can only begin to understand how betrayed you feel must feel. I can only begin to know how deeply this hurts you. I wish I could do something, anything, to change everything. And whatever

Dream of..

2010-03-12T23:27:00.002+11:00

... falling in love.I've found that change isn't the only thing that's constant... because there's always you.It's starting to get cold over here in Melbourne. I think we're in for a cold winter.For once I have an inkling of what to write here. But I can't. I've got the words but I don't want to put it down. Because it won't make a difference anyway.Because maybe it's my fault for not trying

If I Could, I would.

2010-02-12T04:24:00.003+11:00

Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?Would you run, and never look back?Dum dee dum. It is 1.34 AM and I am not sleepy. I will regret it in the morning, because my mother wants me to drive her to the market at 6 AM. Which is, by the way, a ridiculous time to be awake. I have not gotten up at 6 AM in a veryyyy long time.I feel bad. I've been neglecting my blog. Ah well. You know your life is

Tralala.

2010-01-03T19:50:00.002+11:00

I ... actually have nothing to say. But then again, I have nothing much else to do online, so I guess the next best thing was to click open Blogger.I'm in Abu Dhabi now, on the computer in my dad's office. We were supposed to go out, I think, but there doesn't seem to be much to do here in Abu Dhabi - we already visited most of the places to visit two days ago.Dubai yesterday was a tad bit more

Do Dreams Come True?

2009-12-26T13:29:00.006+11:00

.We hear people telling us so-and-so had a fairytale romance, wedding, dream come true, whatever. We see other people living out fairytales. But the question is: why does it never happen to us?I don't know about everyone else.. but today I realised that I hardly express it when I'm happy. Like, on my blog. A lot of the things I've posted are because I have something to complain about or other, or

Everything's Changing.

2009-11-20T01:21:00.004+11:00

... too quickly.Long overdue pictures (like everything on this blog):Maelstrom 2009, presented by FLARE DANCE ENSEMBLE.All you can do is try to know who your friends are.

Social Psychology...

2009-11-12T18:19:00.002+11:00

.... sucks.Sigh. I give up. I give up, I give up, I give up.The questions are so tricky/hard. Maybe if I memorised everything like I did for Psychology last year in Trinity, it would be really easy. But there's just SO MUCH. And there are other memorising subjects - which, by the way, I have not memorised. Bleh.But I'm tired. My brain is tired. I just want to go into the exam and just put down

What You Don't Know.

2009-11-05T20:34:00.002+11:00

.Ohmygosh there are actually people working in the building opposite me now. I meant to type something else, but I got distracted by that. Usually there are NEVER any people working there, and it's the typical work office with lots of chairs, tables, computers, cubicles and all that. And what's weird is that it's 8.35 PM. Nobody works after 6 PM in Australia. And during normal work hours, I never

And I Will Remember.

2009-10-13T09:34:00.003+11:00

.Wow, it HAS been a while since I've posted anything, hasn't it? I don't think I've even opened the Blogger website for.. well, ages.I don't know why, but I just don't really feel like I have anything to blog about anymore. Well, I do, I guess, just.. whatever time I have to spare, I just feel like curling up in bed and sleeping. Or reading a good story book.Hmm. I'm in the ERC now, it's a sort

Life In A Bubble.

2009-08-29T00:24:00.003+10:00

... because sometimes, it's a nicer place to be in.If I could, I would.To be safe, blissfully ignorant, innocent, happy.But things don't always go the way we want them to.Because even when you think you're safe, reality happens.I wish for so many things.But most of all: for everyone to get along contentedly, securely, respectfully, politely, nicely, happily.

Dreaming a Dream.

2009-08-22T14:36:00.006+10:00

.Dreams...You know, the dreams you've had when you were younger? Not the dreams you can't control. The daydreams. The dreams that you'll be famous, that you'll be a star, that you'll invent something..Those kinds of dreams.The kinds of dreams that only a fortunate few realise.The kinds of dreams that you eventually let go of.The kinds of dreams that you eventually forget to dream about.Something

Sense, & Sensibility.

2009-08-11T18:32:00.004+10:00

.Formal Operational Stage:Abstract Thought: While children tend to think very concretely and specifically in earlier stages, the ability to think about abstract concepts emerges during the formal operational stage. Instead of relying solely on previous experiences, children begin to consider possible outcomes and consequences of actions. This type of thinking is important in long-term

It Begins Again.

2009-07-27T07:39:00.003+10:00

.First day of Semester 2 at Melbourne University!And I am going to be late. LOL. Entirely my fault, I've been up since 7.30 AM trying to figure out why my subjects aren't showing up on the LMS (Learning Management System).But anyway, the point is I actually WOKE UP at 7.30 AM, which is an achievement in itself. So perhaps, here's to the end of waking up late, and possibly the start of studying

Details, Details.

2009-07-20T11:06:00.002+10:00

.=)Wow, I just practised the Flare dance steps for "Calling You".. and I am SOOOO unfit OHMYGOODNESS it's not even funny anymore.Oooh, I just played minesweeper! I'd forgotten how addictive it is. =p Hmm. I should start doing Sudoku again. But then.. how many things have I said "I should" do, but haven't actually done? Bah. Almost everything, actually.=(Soooooo. Hmm, the good thing about

Once More.

2009-07-19T01:26:00.002+10:00

.Screenshots! =)AND EH EH, it's a level 46 Paladin now heeeeeee I took that screen shot a while ago. Yeah, I climbed to the tip of the mast on the boat. Heh. =pOne more time.

Ba Da Boom.

2009-07-14T23:22:00.002+10:00

.MIAMIAMIAMIAMIABleh.I blog so much when I have Uni work to do, but I can't be bothered to blog when I supposedly have nothing better to do. Hmm.Okay, fine, not NOTHING, but.. you know. Lazing around, the works. Heeee holidays are awesome=DI don't want uni to start. =(Oooh I worked today! Kumon. =p A bit tiring (quite possibly because I didn't get enough sleep the night before), but oh well. It's

Looks Like We've Made It.

2009-07-10T03:38:00.002+10:00

.HELLO!Okay I'm just blogging for the sake of blogging.I've been pretty MIA. Heh. Busybusybusy. XDWell not really. Busy wasting my time, yes, that's it. But it's fun. =) More fun than uni work! Oooh my results came out today. Actually it's yesterday, since it's 3.41 AM now. Yeahhhhh so I'm not TOOOO happy with it. It's not tooooo bad I guess. But yeah still, I can do better! So yay. =)Kay it's

Suddenly I See.

2009-07-05T01:17:00.002+10:00

.I should put up some pictures on my blog.I should blog more consistently.I should start sleeping early again.I should start reading the books I borrowed from the library instead of waiting till Uni starts.I should start being more productive.I should do a lot of things.I should start getting things done.I should actually start doing what I say I should do.But then again..What other time do you

So Time Has Passed By.

2009-06-30T11:49:00.002+10:00

.I've had quite a bit to do these past few days! Okay, fine, maybe it wasn't a lot. But it felt like a lot. Hmm.ANYWAY. I have my new drawer-ish thing from Ikea!! I finally have a place to stuff everything in so it's not messy on the outside. But on the inside............. HEEE. But then nobody knows, so that's okay! Don't go telling anyone alright! Hahahaha. =pOkayyy I am not writing/typing/

This Is My Now.

2009-06-27T19:00:00.000+10:00

.Wooohoooooooooooooooooo!!Exams are OVERRRRRRRRRRRR! I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm freeI'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm freeI'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm freeI'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm freeI'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm freeI'm free I'm free I'm free

June 26th.

2009-06-26T00:01:00.001+10:00

.To:The friend I've known for too long.The friend I have too many friends in common with.The friend I have more pictures on Facebook with than I have mutual friends with some other people.The friend who is a friend in almost all aspects of my life.The energizer bunny.The muffin.The mexico bun.The Doraemon.The bully-able..(damn you have a lot of nicknames, and these are only the ones I can

Journey to the Past.

2009-06-23T20:12:00.002+10:00

.I was just looking through some of my old blog posts yesterday (when I was supposed to be studying for my exam - heh), because I realised that I've actually been blogging for two years already! Since June 2007. June 15th 2007, if I'm not mistakened.It's cool in a way, really. I hadn't noticed that it's been so long! And my typing style has changed a little. The things I write about too. In any

It's All Fun & Games.

2009-06-22T12:04:00.005+10:00

.Pictures from the potluck at Eric's a few days ago!Fun, fun, fun! =)NAH, proof for the people didn't believe me and said that I bought the fries from Grill'd. =p=DTsk, tsk. =pMe. Sha.Izzie. Eric.Matching outfits! Not done on purpose, REALLY.Alastair. Me. Michele. Jiah Lit.Joleen. Seet.Awww. =)Me. Shen (pawsssssssssss =D).Me. Nicole. Wen Ting.Me. Alastair.Izzie. Michele. Wen Ting. Nicole. Me.

You're Still The One.

2009-06-19T23:59:00.003+10:00

.A picture says a thousand words, no?Happy Birthday, Alastair.=)Pour toujours.

Seasons In The Sun.

2009-06-16T14:35:00.002+10:00

.From something so wrong..To something so right.What happens when right becomes wrong..And when the sun sets again?When the waxing and waning of the moon..Waits not for you to stand up to see the light.When the light seems too far away..From your ever grasping hand.Reach for the stars, fear not the dark..Thank the heavens for all that you've got..Because it won't last forever.-CaitlinK.-Haha,

Spellbound.

2009-06-11T10:27:00.004+10:00

... in more ways than one.Wow, I think this is the longest time I've been MIA for in quite a while!I've been busy with studying, the 'rents coming over (during my exams no less) and everything.BUT.. some perks of having your parents here is you get to do stuff that you don't normally do! Like go to nice (expensive) restaurants to eat, and watch awesome musicals!! So while my dad and my mum were

Falling Like A Waterfall.

2009-06-06T17:14:00.003+10:00

.I IS AWESOMEZZZZ.Hahahaha. Okay, I am extremely bored. I should be studying.. oh no.I just realised that there are only 3 days left to the official start of the University of Melbourne's exam period. *GASPSHOCKWONDERHORROR*I am soooooo dead.Anyway, moving along to more interesting topics...I AM AWESOME. =)I cooked fries for the first time today! And and and the awesome thing is THEY TASTED NICE!

It's Time To Shine!

2009-06-05T06:28:00.003+10:00

.View from my apartment.At approximately 7 AM.Why can't I take nice pictures like this? =(Wheeeeeeeeeeee!It's 7.47 AM now and I'm AWAKE! (and evidently am bored of studying)I've been awake since 5.30 AM, actually.HOW COOL IS THAT!Okay, not very cool. Whatever. This is what you get from people who have nothing but studying to do. It's a sad, sad life, my friends.MOVING ON.Heeee. Yeah, I just

Expectations.

2009-06-04T13:34:00.002+10:00

.Exams = StudyingStudying = StressStress = No mood to studyNo mood to study = Fail examsFail exams = DieOh nooooooooo...I hate neuroscience. =(Why did I want to do Psychology again?And I'm nowhere near done with my Music Psychology research essay.Big time gg.And then there's French to study.. and Knowing Nature.Goodbye, fair world..*sniff*Te amo.

Here in My Home.

2009-06-02T13:30:00.007+10:00

.Meeting you was fate, and becoming your friend was a choice.. but falling in love with you was beyond my control.Mardi, le deux juin.Can't get enough of you.

Colour My World.

2009-05-31T11:41:00.005+10:00

.You know, there really hasn't been much to blog about lately. Apart from studying, and exams, and being busy busy busy.Oooh, I am proud of myself for coming up with a prettyyy detailed studying timetable for like from yesterday to the end of the exams (26th June 2009). Sad right! My exams last for so long. =(They're pretty spread out, which is a REALLY good thing.. but then I finish on the LAST

Patience Is A Virtue.

2009-05-29T09:28:00.002+10:00

.Oooh, I haven't blogged for 2 days. *gasp*So the other day right (I think it was last Sunday), I tried something out!For the first time ever - I used this book.The one my dear, lovely, wonderful, concerned friends deigned to present to me before I left for Australia near the beginning of last year. Eh, you all hor. I have never used that Pizza Hut number before. HEEEE. And neither have I dialled

Of Bimbo-ness and Good Friends.

2009-05-26T02:01:00.001+10:00

.Dear Mdm. Bimbo a.k.a. ChinJiaYi,Omigosh, I've known you for more than a year already. Haha. My dear bimbo partner, fall-asleep-in-Chemistry partner, Drama partner, talk-non-stop-in-HOI partner, complain-about-Literature partner.. and the list goes on and on. Haha.It's amazing how we can still chat as usual even though we haven't seen each other for ages!Anyway.HAPPY LEGAL 18TH!!!I know it's not

Look to the Future.

2009-05-25T12:03:00.002+10:00

.This week is Week 12.The final week of the first semester of University.Amazing, really.I didn't realise it's been so long already. Think about it, only what, 5 more semesters to go? And I'm DONE with University. At the undergraduate level, at least. But STILL. o.OAnd I've only just realised how amazingly DIFFICULT it is to get into a Masters program. All the qualifications you need, and the

Somebody's Me.

2009-05-23T18:40:00.003+10:00

.YAY I GOT FULL MARKS FOR THE LAST MUSIC PSYCHOLOGY QUIZ!!Hahaha my day is made. =pSeriously. I've got a smattering of the quizzes half wrong. A few of them 3/4 correct. And like, this counts towards our final marks, so yeah. =(I am feeling extremely happy and proud of myself for getting it all correct today. Heeeee.So happy that I willingly went to study French, and finished studying 1 chapter

Lai, wo men yi qi jiang hua yu!

2009-05-23T00:58:00.002+10:00

.ZOMG.Funny until can die. =pStolen from Carmen's blog:jin tian wo hen men.yin wei hen men suo yi jue ding le zheng tian shi shi yong pin yin type. hou lai de result bian rang wo xiao dao yao si. zhe ge shi wo de hao peng you zheng yi hui (teeyeehooi) he wo ling wai ge hao peng you jiang jia qian (kangjiaqian) xie de:wo men gang chong nuo xi ya chu fang (norsiah's kitchen) yong chan hui lai. yong

Maybe Tomorrow.

2009-05-22T17:56:00.004+10:00

.I'm bored.I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored I'm bored.Studying today = FAIL.I was all set on getting this, this, and that done today!It's 7.36 PM and I've only gotten "this" done.HAHA.I am bored. Erm "this" is listening to yesterday's Psychology lecture online, the other "this" is doing my Music Psychology quiz, and "that" is studying for my French test!Oooookay, it's 12.42 AM now.Haha. Yeahhh I

Open Arms.

2009-05-20T14:15:00.002+10:00

.TODAY IS AN AWESOME DAY!!Heeeeeeee.I just found out that the French test that was scheduled for tomorrow (that I didn't find out about until yesterday) is POSTPONED to next week!AWESOME STUFF!All because of some National Tertiary Education Union (NTEU) strike thing.You just gotta love Melbourne. This kind of thing wouldn't really happen in Malaysia.Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.I'm in a really, really

No Greater Love.

2009-05-19T18:05:00.004+10:00

.Hello from Baillieu Library!! =)Yes, I am here nerd-ifying myself! Or attempting to nerd-ify myself, anyway.Motivation to do work: can't go back to the apartment to eat dinner until I finish doing the Sensation and Perception (Psychology) exam questions.And if you don't know, I'm .. more or less a creature of habit. I usually HAVE to eat dinner at 6 PM, latest at 7 PM. It's 6.07 PM now and I'm

Worth the Wait.

2009-05-18T12:02:00.003+10:00

.I was walking down the usual path I take to my Monday afternoon class today..And it hit me.I'm in University.No, seriously.I'm actually IN Melbourne University.Yeahhhhh, okay, so it's a bit of a late realisation or whatever.But I don't know, somehow it felt like.. I mean I've been walking around the campus for almost a year and half already. A year of it while I was in Trinity, and the other

It's A Sign.

2009-05-17T12:47:00.002+10:00

.Ugh. It's 12.55 PM and I feel like going back to sleep.Oh no, this can't be good.I have things to dooooo!!And and and.. the House CD isn't working for some reason. It won't play on my computer. =(Maybe it's a SIGN!! That I should be doing my work and stuff instead of watching House. BUT I WANT TO WATCH. *sniff*Yeahhh I've been trying to get it to work for like, the past.. 2 hours? One hour and

Sensation.

2009-05-15T23:16:00.002+10:00

.Long day today!And another long day tomorrow, I think.Oh noooo.Sigh. I have to wake up early to go to Hartwell (Oaktree meeting).And I should cook something. If not I will have no food to eat. I mean, I do have food. It's just all.. uncooked. Gah lazy lazy lazy lazy.I just came back from watching Angels and Demons.It's pretty good! I mean, I didn't think I'd like it that much.. but yeah. I

The Weird Stuff.

2009-05-14T22:41:00.003+10:00

.OMG.I am so so so relieved.French Oral test is over!!!=)=)=)Yeahhhhh. And I was so happy and relieved.. that I forgot to go for my last class.Yes, I FORGOT.As in, I actually, honestly, truly forgot that I STILL HAD CLASS.I happily went back to the apartment and started chatting and watching House.And didn't realise that I'd missed my 4.15 PM Knowing Nature tutorial until.. until 5.26 PM.=/How

Regrets? What Regrets?

2009-05-12T22:02:00.003+10:00

.I don't even know where to begin.I was just reading a friend's blog.Actually, you know what.. I'm sitting here staring at this screen thinking whether I should type this post out or not. I haven't been this.. forthright for a long time. I mean, usually, I don't type out EXACTLY what I'm thinking. Usually I .. talk about other stuff and sort of slide it in. Okay maybe I'm not making sense.

Mon Rêve.

2009-05-12T21:29:00.004+10:00

.Sometimes things have to end.... before better things begin to happen.Je crois en toi.

And The Days Fly By.

2009-05-11T22:54:00.003+10:00

.Heh I've been feeling lazy these past few days.Seriously. This week has been like, virtually the only week that I haven't had any assignments or essays hounding me.Well, I do have the French Oral test thing. But Adelene (my partner) and I already worked out our conversation and stuff, and I'm .. pretty sure I've got it memorised, so we're set. =)But yeah, apart from that.. hmmm. I almost don't

The Sun Shines Again.

2009-05-10T21:04:00.002+10:00

.When you least expect it to.But the wait is worth it.This warm, fuzzy feeling. =)

Tomorrow.

2009-05-09T19:14:00.003+10:00

.ARGH WT* TODAY IS SO SO SO NOT MY DAY!!!I was going to write more.. but..I.AM.PISSED.OFF.AAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH.I need chocolate. And hugs. =(It's times like this when I especially wish you were here. =(=(Holding on to you was better than I imagined it would be.

Take the Jump, Savour the Fall.

2009-05-08T20:20:00.001+10:00

.I TELL YOU RIGHT.I have the worst luck with trams, seriously.Today, when I was coming back from the city.. the tram I was on stopped at Queensbury street even though it was supposed to go all the way to Melbourne University.Okay, that doesn't sound so bad.BUT WAIT.On Tuesday.. see, I went to Hartwell for an Oaktree meeting. The meeting finished a little early, so I decided to take the 7.47 PM

What About Now?

2009-05-06T21:26:00.003+10:00

.Ow ow ow ow owwwwww.I just banged the spot above my knee on the corner of my study table UBER HARD.Ouchhhhhhh.Anyway.Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!"She didn't just steal me away, she swept me away".-GossipGirl-Zomg haha. Soooooooooooooooooo sweet!!Heeee. =)I'm feeling very slacker-ish now. =( Not good not good. Wrong time to slack. I need to finish my readings and my work and my essays and prepare

Talk About Depressing.

2009-05-05T21:09:00.002+10:00

.4 ESSAYS DOWN!!!ONLY 1 MORE TO GO!Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!I feel like celebrating! Like, I don't know, going out and doing something! Whatever! To eat! Whatever, I don't care!BUT BUT BUT...So potong steam.I have nowhere to go,no one to go with,and nothing to do.PLUS I have a sore throat.So I am sitting down in front of my computer, eating vegie, and watching an old episode of Gossip Girl.HOW

Distractions.

2009-05-04T21:06:00.002+10:00

.My two most commonly uttered phrases (according to the roommate) :1. Aaarrrggghhh I'm going to fail this essay, seriously.2. Crap, I'm going to be late.Haha. Apparently I say the failing thing every single time I have an essay due... since last year. Oops. I never really noticed. =PI haven't failed any of them ........ YET. *touchwoodtouchwoodtouchwood*And yeah, I say I'm going to be late a lot.

Bothersome.

2009-05-03T20:43:00.003+10:00

.Essay essay essay essay essay.I don't like essays.Oh no, 700 words left.Sighhhhhhhhh I hate hate hate hate hate essays.I can't wait for these two months to be over. Just two more months.. and then it'll be the holidays. Two more months. I fail to see how it is your freaking problem.

Recovery.

2009-05-03T10:13:00.003+10:00

.PEOPLE, I AM BACK.Haha, damnit, did anyone even notice I was gone?=(Anyway.MY COMPUTER CRASHED ON THURSDAY.Yeap, that is SAD.Long story short, I couldn't switch it on, and therefore could not do anything to fix it. It wasn't a battery problem though, that much I knew. So anyway. I had to take it to a shop to repair (StudentPC on Little Burke Street!! - they were really helpful), and everything

I Don't Understand.

2009-04-29T14:17:00.002+10:00

.You know, I have GOT to stop checking my e-mails so often.I mean like, usually people check it like, 2 or 3 times a week. Some check it everyday. And that's not too bad. But I check it like, 10 times a day. No, seriously. Okay, maybe not always 10 times a day.. but definitely AT LEAST twice or three times a day. But usually more than that.And I don't know why! I mean, like, it's just this itch

How Would I Know?

2009-04-27T16:20:00.003+10:00

.Oh no I have a French oral test in two weeks!!=(And another essay due next week. And another essay after that.WHY DOES THE WORK NEVER END??I'm sure there was something else.. I just can't remember what. Grrr.And it's FREAKISHLY cold in Melbourne. Like, seriously.I mean, last year, I got through winter and everything just just a normal jacket. Now (and it's not even winter yet - it's still autumn

The Start of Something New.

2009-04-27T06:10:00.006+10:00

.I woke up at 5.30 AM this morning!!For what reason, I have no idea! I mean, I just woke up. And felt quite rested! Which is cool, seeing how I only got about 5 hours of sleep. Heeee that's a first.So yeah, I was supposed to get up at 6 AM to do the dishes I've been leaving in the sink for a while, and to read over my essay and edit it. So I just lay in bed, thinking, until my alarm rang at 6 AM!

It's Violation.

2009-04-26T10:11:00.006+10:00

.This CANNOT be happening.Four hours. I've been sitting down in front of the computer for FOUR HOURS.I have done NOTHING.Nothing except inserting the pictures I took of my illusion into the Word document. That didn't exactly take up a lot of brain power.Four hours.Nothing done.On another note, sometimes, I feel that hugging my pillow really, really tightly helps. It makes the pain easier to

Convinced.

2009-04-26T07:14:00.005+10:00

.It's 7.25 AM.I woke up at 7.00 AM, and didn't even snooze my alarm.I can't believe I'm awake.I can't believe I slept so late last night - I got all of 4 hours of sleep. -.-YOUR FAULT.BUT!I have good news! I finished half of my 2000 words essay due on Monday yesterday!Cool right? I am awesome, I know!! =)Haha but still. 1000 more words to go today.. the illusion half of the essay (I'm done with

Intensity.

2009-04-26T00:38:00.002+10:00

.And I let the image float by, because I am afraid it will fade and disintegrate if I touch it. That would be disappointing. It's like trying to hold water in your hands - disappointing, and a waste of time. -Caitlin K.-It's moments like this when I realise that I've pushed away nearly everything that matters to me.What have I done??Can't you feel my heart beat's fast, I need you by my side.

Relapse.

2009-04-24T18:12:00.005+10:00

.That was the word I was looking for yesterday. Relapse.This is all your fault. Sigh."My heart, it feels like.. like my chest can barely contain it. Like it doesn't belong to me anymore. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange.. no gifts, no goods, no demonstrations of devotion.. nothing but knowing you love me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine". -Yvaine

Flashback.

2009-04-23T21:14:00.005+10:00

.ZOMG.I studied body parts in French yesterday FOR NOTHING.NOTHING!!!!!It didn't come out in the test!! My tutor said to revise that because it would! Yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. =(Sigh, wasting my time only. OH WELL at least I'll be prepared for the next exam. =PAnyway THANK YOU ALASTAIR for helping me study the body parts yesterday! Haha it was quite fun, he chucked random body parts at me over MSN

Conditions.

2009-04-22T16:47:00.004+10:00

.My blogging mojo is gone.GONEEEEEEE.I should be doing my essays now. Or studying for my french test tomorrow.Huh.No oomph to do work. =(I need inspiration. Motivation. Whatever. Somebody, anybody, please help?*UPDATE*Haha.That was fun. Well, not fun. Interesting.Body parts - labeled (in French)*note: Small typo error - it's la coude, not le coude (elbow).I found the picture online, and labeled

Retribution.

2009-04-20T11:28:00.001+10:00

.For some reason, I'm just.. not in a good mood now. I was in a perfectly good mood like, I don't know, till about 10 minutes ago! Weird.I just found out today that the Psychology essay (sunset and illusion) is due during our tutorials next week. Which, lucky me, is on Monday. You can totally tell that I didn't mean the "lucky" part, right?AND I had a bad dream two nights ago, I think. I still

Pride.

2009-04-18T20:43:00.002+10:00

.It's Saturday.SATURDAY.It's Saturday NIGHT.Uni starts on MONDAY.Essays done: ZERO. NADA. ZILCH. KOSONG. NIL. 零.All because of the stupid stories.Damnit, fictionpress is seriously going to be the bane of my existence. Anybody want to check it out? Yes, I'm attempting to lure you to the dark side. Go HERE.Sigh. I found some good stories, and unfortunately, those good stories happen to be really

Lonely.

2009-04-17T21:25:00.003+10:00

.Huh.So I really did end up going to watch the sunset alone.How sad.It's for one of my essays, mind you. Part 1 of the Psychology essay. Something about describing how our perceptions of the world change as the light changes.I've got three pages of crappy notes to write a 1000 words essay that makes sense. I'm just going for "making sense" here, see, that's not too much to ask, is it?